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another amusing thing. XD
Arashi’s preferences about their ‘perfect girl’. You may or may not have read it, which I think most people know Jun’s preferences but yes, enjoy! And yea, it’s old, but I still enjoy reading it. :]
Matsumoto Jun
I believe that everyone has a “love of destiny” or “heaven-sent lover”
I’ve got lots of things in my room I tell you, because I like clothes; so things like T-shirts, jeans, they’re everywhere piling up like hills (laugh). When I’m at home I usually watch shows on DVDs. Eh? Shows to be recommended to girls? Well… if you want “sincerely touching” this kinda feeling, KichiToka workroom’s “Sound of Waves” would be suitable, somehow I feel like my soul is being washed, I like this production a lot, I think I’ve watched it over 4 times. When I’m at home, I barely cook, when I don’t have a choice, I’ll just have fried rice or just have a simple dish of greens. If a girl tells me “let me cook for you”, I will answer immediately “then let me help you”. Doesn’t this feel better? If she made m favourite Thai-style spicy seafood soup, I will be very thankful; but it must be Thai-style spicy seafood soup without additional spices, I can’t really stand those spices (laugh).
My ‘perfect girl’, it’s really hard to use words to describe, because it’s different with everyone, every girl has their own attractions, so I might change my preferences because of a certain girl. However, I care a lot about the feeling with a certain girl around (her aura), when we’re together we’ll both feel great, even me myself am influenced by her to be positive, I guess it’s the kind of girl who can give this feeling. Or, even the harshest comments, she’ll be able to tell me honestly, I think this kind of girl is indeed close to perfect. In my opinions when you talk about “fate” or “destiny”, there is a kind of unseen bound among us humans, this definitely exist on anyone, so I believe that for sure. A love of destiny, or a “heaven-sent lover” ne~
Ninomiya Kazunari
When I meet a girl worth giving respect, I’ll feel “ah, she’s great indeed”
During the holidays I was playing my digital game all the time in my room, when I got the game “Hero against Mighty Dragon” which was released last year, I used up 2 days – 30 hours altogether to ‘finish it off’ (laugh). However, when a girl comes over, it’s such a waste to stay in my room and play my digital games, I guess I’ll definitely bring her out. It’s fine with me wherever she want to go, I’m satisfied with just the two of us together, so I’ll try my best to go along with the girl’s wishes.
The type which I like? If you talk about personalities, I think my ‘perfect girl’ should have a certain virtue which is worth respecting. Be it that she’s kind or that she’s strong-willed, or any other talents, I will think “this girl is really something” and will want to be with her for a long time, it’s also the same for me regarding those of my gender. If you talk about appearances, I like girls who shows simplicity. Everytime I’d be having a sudden feeling, like when I’m in a densha, I’ll always think “ah, this girl is cute”, “that one’s not bad too…” However this is definitely not what you call ‘love at first sight’ (laugh). About things that might capture my attention, I guess it’s the hands; when I face a girl with wonderful hands like those which slides smoothly on the piano keyboards, I can’t control myself being attracted. When I confess to the girl I like, I’ll just act cool and say “let’s start going out together”. But at the same time that I’m saying this, I will think of scenes shown in the television which are so rottenly classical, and I myself have acted a scene like that, then it’s really hard to have a feeling of reality, I’d be thinking myself “wa, it’s just like I’m acting in drama” and I’d burst out laughing. About this, it’s really a problem ne~ (laugh)
Aiba Masaki
The best place to date is the beach, we can go diving together and have an expedition!
If feels great, doesn’t it? (laugh) My room is very empty, because I like the feeling of having space. If a girl comes over? Hm, if she cooks for me I’d be really happy, anything will be okay, I’m not picky on food at all. When it’s cold, it’ll be nice to have her prepare steamboat (laugh). However, I’m basically an extravert, if we are to go dating, I’ll most probably choose to exercise together, or watch a game of baseball or basketball. Ah, going to the beach isn’t that bad, I love the sea! I also have a licence to drive boats! Sometimes I’d really wanna dive with a submarine into the deep sea to explore, anticipating “what’s that over there?”, then open the doors in the submarine and walk straight in, isn’t that meaningful? There are still many things I’d like to do, because I wanna become an adult with lots of interests, so when I’m interested I’ll never hesistate to take the challenge.
Although I’m always being asked about my ‘perfect girl’, I never knew how to answer this question, because up till now, all the girls whom I thought “she’s not bad”, they don’t really have anything in common… When I confess, I think I will choose the simplest words, like “I like you, so let’s start going out”. When I’m in the middle of a break up, I might feel depressed to a certain extend. Although people keep saying that we should cheer up after a break up and the best way to do that is to talk to others about it, but I think it’s not that easy for me to move on and start another new relationship just like that. However, I will not show a depressed expression, so I think that when I’m really going through a break up, not even the members of Arashi will ever notice (laugh).
Sakurai Sho
Having the same values, interested in music; this kind of girl suits me
What will I do during the holidays? Usually I’ll be reading book or a magazine on my bed while listening to the music. Basically the time when I listen to the music is very long, so it’ll be great if the girl likes music too, we can even go a concert together. But while having a relationship with a girl, the most important thing is having the same values, for example what matters most in life, or striving for a reason to live on, if we’re similiar in these areas, I think we’ll get along just fine. So there’s a great possibility that I might start a relationship in the middle of a random chat, but I don’t believe in love at first sight. Recently, I’ve been playing football with about 20 of my schoolmates around once a month, we usually start at 12 midnight, the game usually lasts till 3am, I’m not too sure if this is good for my health, or actually ruining my health (laugh).
I always meet up with my University schoolmates, although we’ve only graduated last Spring, but in this one year I’m always hearing my friends say “how I wish I can just quit my current job”, and there’ll be girls crying suddenly too, what am I gonna do? Hm, what should I say to make them feel better… I’ve been a Johnny’s junior for about 5 years, then I became part of Arashi; so I think that no matter what job it is, there’ll surely be a time that things doesn’t go our way, that’s why I’ll think of it as “this is just a stage of learning, no matter what others say, to see if it’ll go on smoothly, I’ll work hard for another 4 years or so”.
Ohno Satoshi
If we can both feel “it’s interesting” or “how beautiful” at the same time, the girl and I must have some kind of understanding between us
Now that I’m staying at my folks’ home, so my room is sorta like the place which I only return to sleep (laugh). If I start staying out alone, I guess I would be very particular about the interior design. I will not just move things over just as they are, I will modify the standing lamp, and I will have my own tables and chairs custom-made, because I like to do these kind of things. So that is why when I give presents to the girl I like, I will most probably give her something I made myself. The same goes to dating, I will think of going to places like little special stores; at that time if the both of us can feel “hey~ this is kinda nice” or “how cool is that?!”, I will feel very happy, I guess we’ll be fine with each other for quite some time…
The ‘perfect type’? Well when we are together, even if we don’t talk, we’ll be able to understand each other, that sorta girl. Even if it’s the first meeting this girl, just by a little chat I’d be able to have a direct response, that I can have ‘resonance’ with this girl, it just feels right. Other than that, when I confess my love, I’d most probably just say a simple “I like you”; but when I’m going through a break up, just so I can forget it faster, I will focus fully on my work or my hobby I think, and because when I’m more hardworking than before, perhaps the outcome will be superbly great (laugh). I do have friends who already has a family of his own by the age of 24, but because I’m not too sure about my situation, so I’m not planning to get married yet. However, I do have the intention to try, and I’d like to see my own kids, at the same time as a man, I do not want to give up on what I’ve decided to do, instead I’ll focus and head straight for my goal.
Comments and thoughts after reading this:
Matsumoto Jun: Em, I’ve got nothing to say about him. XD Sad, huh? Well, his preferences sounds like a dialog out a manga for some strange reason… oh well. >_<
Ninomiya Kazunari: HAVE NO FEAR NINO! I DON’T THINK IT’S USELESS! IN FACT, WE COULD PLAY GAMES ALL DAY, BABY! XDD
Aiba Masaki: Aiba-channnn! Let’s go to the beach together!! I don’t think I’m good enough for Aiba, because my cooking skills super suck and I don’t play basketball. D:
Sakurai Sho: This guy went off topic. ._. But what he does during the holidays is the same as me, and yes, Sakurai-kun, we can go see concerts together~ AND LET THE NAME OF OUR LEGENDARY PAIRING SHODRIVE BE MORE POPULAR THAN HANNIAN SQUINOA. XD
Ohno Satoshi: Wow, his preferences about making hand-made gifts match mine… ._. I mean when I go see my friends of if it’s my friend birthday I would just make something for them which is… a simple drawing but still… yeah… ‘hand-made’. When he said “when I confess my love, I’d most probably just say a simple “I like you”” it… reminded me of myself too because well; when I tell someone that I like him I just say that. XD But somehow as I read this my heart gave an odd beat. O.o hmmm….
Gahhh~ LOL! I can’t wait to watch L: Change the WorLd!!! AND YES, HAGU-CHAN! JAPANESE OUTINGS FTWWWW!!! LET’S GO FLAIL AND DAZZLE OVER MANGAS AND L AND ALL THOSE PRETTY BOYS THAT MAKE OUR HARTAMASHIC WORLD GO ROUND~ XD
Oh, and I posted my letter today! I’m so nervous! I still hope it gets to him. >___<;;
7 comments March 29, 2008
’tis is just creepy! XD
You knoww, last night, I watched the last episode of Death Note. I mean I read it in the manga but the episode is different from the manga so yeah. XD
AND I GOT THE SOULS SCARED OUT OF MYSELF WHEN THE SCENE WHERE THEY SHOW THE RULES OF THE DEATH NOTE APPEARED. XD I mean the music was just creepy and I just went; WTF WAS THAT?! O______________________________o and yes, I was watching alone. XD
Anyway I thought the animation style was pretty shiny! *_______* and Light’s death… ooh~ I saw L-sama standing there. XD and Misa looked like an old lady trying to look 22 wtf. XD But Mikami… he went super crazy and his hothothot expression changed to this ugly looking zombie. D:<
I do advise and warn you that this episode is kinda um…. gory. XD You’ll see why. Oh and the opening song for Season 2… pfffffftttttt~ it’s so hilarious with all the swearing. XD

Light has truly gone insane after all. Him talking his ‘Kira ambitions’… I pity him. He’s ruined because of the Death Note.

Mikami. He… he went crazy too. *_*

Near. The guy who wins in the end. Justice always wins! XDDD
Now, the reason why you shouldn’t watch the last episode of Death Note before you go to bed. ALONE. In the DARK;

This is crazy! Mikami. Freaky no? He went crazy because Light was gonna die and he wasn’t the ‘God’ Mikami imagined. XDDD See? He’s even crying.

This expression really caused me to look behind my back. XD And you want to know what happens after he makes this expression?

His chest explodes. Really. And the blood really splurts out. XDDD Disgusting yeah. Here’s the animated GIF of it for a better view… LOL!

But on the bright side…

Light seems to repent for what he has done because he doesn’t want to die. I mean… Look at that expression on his face. XD
Good day, everyone! I’ll update later! XD For now, I’m going to buy my external HD and finally post the letter! XDDD
Add comment March 29, 2008
something amusing for the day, ne?
Well, not really short but yeah. XD At least it was amusing! And ooh, I can’t stop staring at the addict banners on my sidebar even if they are a bit too big. I’m willing to make some more for anyone who wants them, so if you do want one, just ask away! :]
Little facts about Sakurai Sho
1. He is bilingual (Japanese and English).
2. He loves and cares about children! (Onaji desu ne~)
3. He is an alumni of Keio University, one of Japan’s most prestigious university , equivalent to the U.S.’s Ivy League schools such as Stanford, Harvard, Yale, and similar schools. He holds a Bachelor’s Degree in Economics.
4. His father is a government official and his mother is a professor at a prestigious women’s college (as well as an heiress to a huge company). His family is basically a family of scholars and professionals. He is the only one in the entire Sakurai Family to be in the entertainment business, but his philosophies and influences are similar to his family’s philosophies.
5. Back in his Johnny’s Jr. days, he was also one cute yet short little midget that he even earned the nickname mame (“bean”).
6. For some odd reason and he doesn’t even know it himself at times, he is known and is in charge of the rhymin’ raps that they always have in their tracks!
7. The place he would love to visit is New York, which he has visited with his fellow members (minus Nino ;_;) in 2001
8. He has a little brother in the elementary years and often tutors him with his studies whenever he can…
9. Back in his days as part of Johnny’s Jr., he was also the only one in Johnny’s Jr. history to show off a bit of his “tush” on Japanese National TV (and it is quite amusing too…). He was around 15 or 16-yrs-old when he did that. Rebellious, gutsy little guy, isn’t he?
10. His close friends back in school always called him “SakuSho” since elementary school.
11. Sho’s secret to success in studies? When there was an exam coming (probably about a month before the actual date of exam), he puts everything related to his career on hold, cancels or postpones his appearances in public, and spends his time at home (or in the library whenever he feels like it) studying. Best time to be free to do any extracurricular activities or resume his career is right after exam period.
12. His favourite TV channels (or rather the ONLY TV channels that he watches on TV) are MTV and the Discovery Channel. (and they say I don’t even watch TV…)
13. His favourite magazine is Newsweek.
14. He cannot go to sleep at night without reading a good book (a (classic?) novel, textbook, reference book, etc.) beforehand. (Whoa, same here. XD)
15. He doesn’t feel comfortable or confident enough to take his shirt off just for a photo shoot (but if that’s what the director/photographer wants, then so be it…).
16. His ideal girl? Sweet, simple, smart-dressed (no spaghetti-strapped blouses, no short one-piece dresses, no short-ass, tight-ass daisy duke shorts, etc.), non-smoking, NON-CELEBRITY girl WITH brains and an independent mind of her own. (We were made for each other after all… x])
17. When he’s got a lot of time in his hands, he surfs in the Internet.
19. his days (especially his first days) are quite interesting. Fans in Japan actually say that it’s easier to find Sho in Keio than in the TV studios, which is why lots of fangirls invaded Keio U. back then just to see Sho
20. Sho’s pet peeve is that he loses his cool easily (but he’s been trying to control himself regarding this pet peeve).
21. There is a known incident among us fans that back when Sho was a Jr. and was on his way to the studios, he caught a fan taking pictures of him.
22. Instead of acknowledging or ignoring, he actually came up to this girl, grabbed her camera, and threw it right at the subway tracks and started scolding her about Johnny’s rules and why she should follow them (one of the rules is that fans are not allowed to take pictures of idols whether if it’s on the scene or off the scene or even candid shots but still… breaking a camera is just mean! if I saw that I would slap him right away, really!)
23. There’s also another scene where Sho was entering Keio U. to take his entrance exams (so he could get in to the university).
24. There was a mob of fans screaming and gawking at him as he was entering the gates. Then the screaming got louder that Sho actually turned around to the fans and creamed “URUSAI YO!!” and few seconds later, all the fans fell silent as he entered the campus quietly.
25. he takes everything seriously.
26. His childhood is kind of pressuring because of his family background. If you’re a kid whose parents have high-ranking positions such as a politician and a university professor, everyone would expect you to become someone successful, like a CEO of a corporation or a lawyer or something.
27. Sho chose the entertainment industry because he always wanted to dance. When he joined Jrs., of course, his friends and supporters were happy, but his parents are not exactly happy and those in their “social circle” looked down on the entire Sakurai Family (not just Sho, but the ENTIRE family) for having a son who is so incredibly gifted and talented to choose something “low” such as the entertainment biz. (Duude…)
28. In other words, Sho’s days as Jr. isn’t exactly hunky-dory when it comes to his parents/family.
29. But he proved everyone that he could still be a prestigious young man despite of him deciding to become an idol. He spent more time studying in school than his career that he even worked with Johnny and staff to work a schedule with him.
30. There was another known story in which in the middle of the “Heaven Cannot Wait” drama filming that he had to ditch the shooting to get to class. The director complained of Sho’s disappearance that he called Johnny for it (to get Sho in trouble), but Johnny just said: “He ditched because he had to go to class. Wait until he returns.”
31. Sho is truly one of the most hardworking idols in the entertainment biz (and not just Johnny’s). This is why in Johnny’s, a lot of the younger idols respect him big time, like no one wants to mess w/ him, no one wants to get him mad.
32. They call him Sakurai-senpai or even Sakurai-sama to the extreme because of that.
33. A lot of Arashi fans (non-Sho fans) think that Sho is straight out unfriendly (I THINK HE’S FRIENDLY. D:), but see, that’s because these fans don’t understand what he’s gone through in the past, so much that sometimes he can’t help himself but snap out and lose his cool towards certain things. (It’s okay dear… I’m the same. XD)
34. He finally gained the respect that he deserved from his family and his family’s social circle of intellects and successful individuals right after he graduated with a Bachelor’s in Economics.
35. Especially w/ a BS (bachelor of science) in Economics at least his family knows that he does somehow plan to go further in to working in an industry based on the field of study that he took.
36. When he is in Keio, he is there as a student, not as an idol. He gets annoyed when other students act like psychopathic fangirls and scream and follow him around campus.
37. In the beginning he was a loner because everyone is intimidated by him and his background, but it wasn’t until his first day of English class that he finally met and became friends w/ some of the guys there and made friends w/ 2 girls in that class (both are actually nerdy geeky girls who actually had no clue who Sho is).
38. From then on he didn’t like being alone, he always stuck w/ his classmates… it’s like his friends are almost like his bodyguards.
39. he talked in his sleep during 2002 Summer Concert. Ohno who was in the same room heard it very clearly at around 6am saying “let Aiba sleep!”. But he himself didn’t know anything about it.
40. he doesn’t eat between meal. (ohsohealthy are we noww? x])
41. when he went 伊豆 hot spring with Myojo for shooting, it so happened that it was the place he went with his family 10 years ago. He called his mom on the spot just because of this.
42. Arashi Car usually comes to fetch Sho after getting Ohno, Sho once saw Ohno’s feet on the manager’s head when he opened the car door. (o.o)
43. when he went outdoor shooting with Aiba on ‘Uso! Japan’, they interviewed a pop idol group. Sho said without thinking that he knew their songs, and sang quite awkwardly. But Aiba on the other hand, was singing along rather happily.
44. 「真夜中の岚」card reading prophesized that he’ll have to retain class (pffttt… lies!)
45. his brother calls him ‘Bambi’ after watching ‘Kisarazu Cat’s Eye’
46. his results are good, so his teachers wrote a recommendation letter for him to take the examination to enter Keio (smart boy! XD)
47. his father was a student from Keio since young, graduated in Todai, now a politition.His mother’s an English Literature teacher. He has a sister younger than him by 5 years, named 舞 and a brother younger than him by 13 years named Shu,修
48. Aiba and Ohno influenced him to be less calculative about things
49. during the audition part of the Summer Concert, he was super nervous because he can hear fans talking as he sat quite close to them
50. his ‘girlfriend preferences’ are quite similar to Ohno’s.
51. seem to like Aiba a lot lately, even ‘ex-love’ Nino complained about this in envy. After the photoshooting session for April’s DUET, he left with Nino. Later, he came back alone to the shooting scene to wait for Aiba instead. (fufufu~ the scandals!)
52. he joined the Boy’s Brigade before, but he was bullied so he quit after 3 days joining (LOOOOL. HE DOES SEEM LIKE A GOOD BULLY TARGET NE. XDDD)
53. in June, he got to know that they’re debuting with Nino
54. he’s building up on his muscles (Way to go, Captain Obvious!)
55. fast-thinker
56. he was considered a senior in Johnny’s Junior before Arashi was formed.
57. because he’s the rapper in Arashi, the Japanese call him ‘raper Sho’ (That sounds so PIMP, yo.)
58. he’s quite close to Imai Tsubasa. And there’s even a reason for it, because their name has the kanji character 井 and 羽
59. he was called ‘Piano King’ in Music Jump
60. he becomes super monstrous when he’s angry (Reminds me of myself+Hannah… o.o)
61. on the first day of entering his university, he asked for Nino’s help because he didn’t know how to fix his tie (COUGH.)
62. he likes to sing songs by female singers in KTV, like songs by Amuro Namie (lawls!)
63. the short form initial of every male member in the Sakurai family is written as S. S.
64. he loves ‘Frisk’ peppermint sweets very much, will usually finish up a box a day (Sakurai-kun… If you eat that, you’ll go sterile you know… – -;;)
65. he will read some comics before he goes to bed (Just like me! XD)
5 comments March 28, 2008
rawr~
Heheheh, due to boredom, I decided to this this! LOL! Stolen from tashiichan’s blog. x] Gomen~
Directions:Write down 12 of your favorite characters, by order or otherwise. Number the list. Then please hold your breath to answer the questions AS SANE AND NORMAL AS YOU CAN and not roll of your chair laughing at the idea of xxx making out with xxx. o.o
1: Ninomiya
2: Sakurai Sho
3: Shodrive
4: Zhen
5: AC*
6: Leanne
7: Hannah
8: Wu Fei
9: Chin Soon
10: Matsumoto Jun
11: Kenichi Matsuyama
12: Eezzuan
*It’s a nickname. XD
Now let’s see what happens, eh? XDDD
1.Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
Errr… no. AND I DON’T WANT TO. XD
2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Em, firstly, I used to think he was good looking, not HOT. LOL! Hmmm… I guess he was better looking before he cut his hair short.
3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
I don’t want to think about it.
4. Have you read any fic(s) about Nine?
LOOOOOL. NO WAY. XD
5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?
nah, Leanne hates Sho anyway. :]
6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?
neither. because they’re both GUYS and AC wouldn’t know who Jun is. XD
7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
She would puke. XD
8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
Three goes to school one day. Ten turns out to be the substitute teacher for her class. Greatly distubed by his eyebrows, Three wants to ask Ten to pluck his eyebrows. Ten then stars an argument about who’s skin is better and Three ends up slapping Ten.
9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. NO WAY MAN. XD
10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
o.O “The Muse Cheers the Broken Hearted Pimp WHo Makes Out With Himself.”
11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?
em… anime? lol.
12. Does anyone on your friends list read Seven slash?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no.
13. Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?
OBVIOUSLY. XD THREETWO IS THE GREATEST PAIRING THAT LIVED SINCE HANNIAN SQUINOA. We rock your socks. Seriously. :]
14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?
Three! :]
15. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?
I dunno.
16. What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?
YES.
17. If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?
“Mah name is Sima to the Wu to the F-E-I, BB LOVE!”
18. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?
“Super crack pairing, Eezzuan.” LOL. XD
19. What might be a good pick-up line for Two to use on Ten?
“Hey. Sexeh.” LOL. XD
20. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?
nebur.
21. What is Six’s super-sekrit kink?
Kanameeee~
22. Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or sober?
Uhhh… no. Because I think Nine doesn’t know who Eleven is. XD
23. If Three and Seven get together, who tops?
Neither. Sorry folks, But Seven has her own man and I have mine. ;D
24. “One and Nine are in a happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Three.” What title would you give this fic? Name three people on your friends list who might read it. Name one person who should write it.
Ew, Nino ‘dated’ Eezzuan! XD Oh well, there there… I’ll be there for you, Nino! :]
Title: “Hartamas Scandals.” LOL. XDDD Friends: Leanne, Hannah and for some reason… Amira. o.O Writer: Hannah. XD
25. How would you feel if Seven/Eight was canon?
I’d shoot myself. Really. o.O IT SHOULD BE TWOTHREE. LOL!!!
Oh, and one more thing, before I leave for the day and update later…
Tanjoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu; Eugene Chua! Here’s your pressie! ![]()

6 comments March 28, 2008
break point.
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Kyou wa… I reached my breaking point, but good thing it didn’t go over that or I would’ve seriously hit Y* and J* right across the face until their nose bled like hell. You see, I used to play Maple Story which was like 2 years ago and as your know within 2 years people forget alot right? Well, some people do. AND I’M ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE OKAY. SO YOU DON’T HAVE TO TALK SO LOUD BEHIND MY BACK ASKING ME THOSE QUESTIONS AND SHIT THINGS YOU SAID TODAY UNTIL I HAD TO SHOUT AT YOU AND YOUR FUCKING GROUP TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP TALKING SO LOUDLY ABOUT ME. >:/YOUBUNCHOFMOTHERFUCKINGBASTRADSWITHNOLIFE.
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Sooo~ how is everyone lately? Sorry I haven’t been able to go around commenting like usual. Taihen isogashi desu! ♥ Anyway… I’m still byo ki desu. D: Also, I have discussed recently with my friend what kind of people Arashi reminds us of. Here they are!
NeneLeanne
Sakurai Sho;
a family man! XD
when I see him the first that he reminds me of is a school student.
O.o
it’s true!
Ninomiya;
someone who reminds me of myself. XD
a sloppy guy.
Aiba;
a guy who likes rainbows? LOL!!!
a rapist cuz he looks weird… (WTF. XD)
that’s like… impossible. ._.
NO IT’S NOT. IT’S TH SAD TRUTH. >:/ LIKE EDISON CHEN.
OI. DON’T TALK ABOUT EDISON LIKE THAT TO ME. >:O
Ohno;
no comment, really. ._.
a child
MatsuJun;
someone who’s a good kisser AND good person in bed. LOL!
what?! He reminds me of a player…
isn’t that the same thing? o.O
so, I guess this is all I can write about now? lol~ i’ll… try and be more active ne? XD
6 comments March 24, 2008
drawings~ yeay! x]
So, it turns out my dad said I could use the comp after I studied so yes… here I am! XD
Anyway, today… I finally started drawing again! What I drew was shojo characters in the Step and Go clothes. XD Here they are!

Aiba, Sakurai, Jun. 8D

Ohno~ LOL!

NINO! x]
What do you think? Actually, out of all of them… Nino’s was the easiest to draw… excluding the hair, of course. x] I think Ohno’s was the hardest because I had to suitable hair style for the girl and if I drew her like how Ohno’s hair is… it would be… weird. XD
OH. and yeah… here are some pics of the fanmail I took because I was so bored. XD

The draft… which I re-did 123456789 times. XD

The envelope… I didn’t write his name fully yet. XD GAH. I wonder when I’ll be able to go to the post office! D:
OH! And Sakurai has totally become a KW(KOEI Warrior) addict! Thanks Zhen for making this! :]

peace, guys! ♥
4 comments March 23, 2008
Alas! XD

Title: To Take a Chance
Chapter: 1
Author: nene-chan
Type of Story: full-fledged story.
Genre: Romance, General, Love-triangle
Pairings: MatsuJun x OFC
Girl used in image banner: Nakamura Yuri
Summary: If there was one thing in the world Takiko hated; it was the ‘pretty boy’ named Matsumoto Jun. However, fate decides to change and she ends up in one of her worst nightmares… and gets into an arranged marriage with him!
Preview:
“Whyyyy?! Tell me whyyy?!” Kimiko Kiri moaned in anguish as she looked at her image in the mirror.
“Why what? You look fine, if that’s what you’re talking about.” Kimiko’s sister, Yuki merely stated, staring at her sister with a blank look.
“I’M NOT TALKING ABOUT THAT! I’M TALKING ABOUT GOING OUT FOR DINNER WITH THAT BUBBLEHEADED BOY!” Kimiko exclaimed loudly as she clenched her fist in pure anger.
“Who? Matsumoto Jun?” Yuki’s sister smirked. She knew Kimiko was talking about him all along.
“Don’t even say his name, please. That over-rated ‘pretty boy’ who thinks he’s all that… pffftttt.” Kimiko mumbled looking back at the mirror in disgust. “I don’t see why we have to go for dinner with his family anyway. Not that I mind his family but…”
“You talk a lot, dear sister! Come on! Relax! It’ll be fun, don’t worry!” Yuki slung an arm around Kimiko’s shoulder. Just then, a knock came on the door, followed by a creak.
“Are you girls ready? We’re leaving now.” Mrs. Kiri poked her head in with a cheerful smile.
“Yeah, mom. We’re ready.” Kimiko said, putting on a forced smile, not being too happy about the feeling she had.
Click here to read more! :] Enjoy~
Yes, folks, I finally finished writing ‘To Take a Chance’ so do take your time and read it. :] Also, I… I dunno when I’ll be coming back online LOL. I got in trouble with my parents because of my !@#$ing BM tuition teacher so yeah… I’m just sneaking on for this… gomen! >_<
2 comments March 22, 2008
a sneeze out of season.
It seems everyone is getting sick ne? I mean, that’s what everyone else is saying. >_< I hate having colds, especially the sneezing colds where you sneeze and yeah, that. Why? Why are all my relatives ending up in the hospital? Latest case is that my cousin got involved in a motorcycle accident. The car was trying to beat the traffic light and knocked my cousin down.
WARNING: Rants and Swearing ahead. You have been warned.
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As for how my mood has been lately? I couldn’t have been more cheerful. I mean it. Why? Why must that stupid imbeciles James and Yudishtra exist?! They always tick me off, I think I’m really going to slap both of them and shove them down and kick them where it hurts. F*CK GETTING A DISCIPLINE CASE FOR THAT. I DON’T BLOODY CARE ANYMORE. In fact, I’ll tell the teacher it’s their fault, in which they tease and make fun of me right behind me, as I’m sitting right in front of them. To make things worse, DO THEY HAVE TO TALK SO LOUDLY ABOUT IT? IT’S NOT LIKE I CAN’T HEAR THEM WHEN I’M TRYING TO DO SOMETHING ELSE. Those ‘eff tards. I do hope they get expelled from school with the discipline case they’re already on.
WHY DIDN’T THAT STUPID BOY GET IN TROUBLE FOR BREAKING THE VENDING MACHINE?! MR. OH I’M SO COOOL BECAUSE I MAKE TROUBLE LOOK COOL AND I LIKE TO SKIP CLASSES AND ALWAYS SMILE WITH THIS FUCKING STUPID LOOKING ON MY FACE!! YEAAAHHHH LET’S GO CC TODAY! COME ONNN!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT. FUCK YOU MAN. I THINK YOUR THE WORST POSER IN THE WORLD ALONG WITH YOUR BUDDY, YUDISHTRA. I MEAN IT. stupidbloodyfuckers. I am reeeaaallly REALLY PISSED/DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW. -_-;;
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You know, I could write a WHOLE blog entry about them and their group of… ‘posers’. But nevermind. So anyway, I finally completed the letter I wanted to give to Sakurai. Ah, I’m so nervous… lol! I want to make that 0.00000000000000000000000000000001% become 100%! x]
My mom said we could go to the post office sometime soon to post the letter, which is a relief, I guess? Because you know, I feel very nervous looking at the envelope everyday. .____.
Yes, so anyway! I’ve really nothing else to blog about atm? Because very lately I’m in the blues… maybe I’ll go continue writing my story… yeah, I’ll do that! :]
I had a very bad continuation of the Resident Evil Arashi dream I had the other day. Seriously, it was so scary, I screamed at myself to wake up again, and I did, although I realized I was still dreaming. ._. Maybe I’d talk about what happened in the dream in the next post? Well all I can tell you is that an Arashic zombie came and ripped my heart out with a bread knife and somehow I found myself still alive and I could actually see my beating heart on the floor. Kowai, ne? :/
Oh, and I read this article dw9lives chan sent me. Very… interesting if I might say, kinda reminds me of my… situation… ._.
Ja, I guess this is all i can write for now? Long blog post, I know. Gomen, minasan, I know lately I know my posts haven’t been so… ‘JE’… but lately with what’s happening right now, I think I’m just going to write my daily happenings to release the tension.. you know… lol.
4 comments March 21, 2008
a depressive post? maybe. ._.
You know whaaaat. I feel very, very depressed/stressed out right now. I guess this is what they call ‘peer pressure’? I don’t know. I don’t even know what to express in this post.
Yeah, I understand this is a phase that almost everyone goes through and it seriously sucks, doesn’t it? Sometimes I feel so secluded from everyone, ya know? Like, people are only being my friends out of pure sympathy and… stuff like that, and I also think that it’s completely stupid and dumb that no one likes me or wants be be my friend because of my body size,how I look and/or my personality. COUGHJames’sgroupCOUGH
I think there’s something else that also sometimes makes me depressed… and that’s you. No, not you who’s reading this you, but you… gah, nevermind. I think some people would know, ne? ._. Anyway, yeah. When I first saw you, I simple liked you just like any other person did. I thought you were good-looking, charming, etc. However, after time passed, I began to realize I didn’t like you that way anymore. I didn’t think you were good-looking or talented anymore. Somehow, I thought of you in a different way. It makes me so sad thinking about it, and sometimes I even wish you weren’t so popular, and I never knew you so I wouldn’t have to go through this.
You don’t always come to my mind, but when you do, or if I see you, I feel like something stabs me. Your so different to me now, and I wonder why, but I know, that I’ll never be able to tell you that I’ve fallen for you in a way I shouldn’t have. It’s virtually impossible. You… you’re a performer and me? I’ll never be anything else but a fan in your eyes. If only I could tell you right now how much you mean to me, and how I’d want to be with you no matter how far apart we are, or how big our age difference is; if you could say the same thing, I think I would be very happy.
“Conversely, I think a person who is in love is very happy. A situation where you can say “I can’t see anyone other than you” or “If you’re here, then I don’t need anything else” is the happiest of all.” That what Gackt said in his autobiography. I guess he has a point?
I think I feel a little better after writing this. I’m sorry for all the depressiveness of this post, minasan. >_< Really, I am.
4 comments March 20, 2008


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