research, reasearch.

sooo~ today, Hagu-chan came over to my place! :] We went to the national archive to look for stuff for my history project. I tell ye; that place is as dull as can be! DDD: Oh, and I saw this group of people from my school who I know there! Helped me look for my stuff because I was totally lost. BUT. Hagu-chan said that as they were leaving, one of them said; “That’s the last time I’m going to help her.” I was really shocked and hurt to hear such words. She practically sits next to me in class and is always chatting to me about a manga we’re working on and other things. So was her friendliness all a fake lie? You know, I do realize I don’t really have any friends in school (except for a few but yea…), but still don’t like this! It’s like some dirty game! >:/

Leanne said I should write to Sho and tell him my problems, but maybe I shouldn’t? I dunno. I din even send him the original letter I wrote! XD I’m too nervous to do it anyway. D:

Other than that; I don’t really go online on weekdays because I have school… so yeeaaa… unless it’s a holiday or a day before a holiday I won’t be on… it’s a house rule. X] Gomen ne!

Oh, and you see… I have a feeling I’m going to go on a REAL writers block for the “My Blooming Rose” story. LOL! Does anyone have suggestions for the story? I’m open to any and I’m willing to hear them! XD