a sneeze out of season.

It seems everyone is getting sick ne? I mean, that’s what everyone else is saying. >_< I hate having colds, especially the sneezing colds where you sneeze and yeah, that. Why? Why are all my relatives ending up in the hospital? Latest case is that my cousin got involved in a motorcycle accident. The car was trying to beat the traffic light and knocked my cousin down.

WARNING: Rants and Swearing ahead. You have been warned.

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As for how my mood has been lately? I couldn’t have been more cheerful. I mean it. Why? Why must that stupid imbeciles James and Yudishtra exist?! They always tick me off, I think I’m really going to slap both of them and shove them down and kick them where it hurts. F*CK GETTING A DISCIPLINE CASE FOR THAT. I DON’T BLOODY CARE ANYMORE. In fact, I’ll tell the teacher it’s their fault, in which they tease and make fun of me right behind me, as I’m sitting right in front of them. To make things worse, DO THEY HAVE TO TALK SO LOUDLY ABOUT IT? IT’S NOT LIKE I CAN’T HEAR THEM WHEN I’M TRYING TO DO SOMETHING ELSE. Those ‘eff tards. I do hope they get expelled from school with the discipline case they’re already on.

WHY DIDN’T THAT STUPID BOY GET IN TROUBLE FOR BREAKING THE VENDING MACHINE?! MR. OH I’M SO COOOL BECAUSE I MAKE TROUBLE LOOK COOL AND I LIKE TO SKIP CLASSES AND ALWAYS SMILE WITH THIS FUCKING STUPID LOOKING ON MY FACE!! YEAAAHHHH LET’S GO CC TODAY! COME ONNN!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT. FUCK YOU MAN. I THINK YOUR THE WORST POSER IN THE WORLD ALONG WITH YOUR BUDDY, YUDISHTRA. I MEAN IT. stupidbloodyfuckers. I am reeeaaallly REALLY PISSED/DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW. -_-;;
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You know, I could write a WHOLE blog entry about them and their group of… ‘posers’. But nevermind. So anyway, I finally completed the letter I wanted to give to Sakurai. Ah, I’m so nervous… lol! I want to make that 0.00000000000000000000000000000001% become 100%! x]

My mom said we could go to the post office sometime soon to post the letter, which is a relief, I guess? Because you know, I feel very nervous looking at the envelope everyday. .____.

Yes, so anyway! I’ve really nothing else to blog about atm? Because very lately I’m in the blues… maybe I’ll go continue writing my story… yeah, I’ll do that! :]

I had a very bad continuation of the Resident Evil Arashi dream I had the other day. Seriously, it was so scary, I screamed at myself to wake up again, and I did, although I realized I was still dreaming. ._. Maybe I’d talk about what happened in the dream in the next post? Well all I can tell you is that an Arashic zombie came and ripped my heart out with a bread knife and somehow I found myself still alive and I could actually see my beating heart on the floor. Kowai, ne? :/

Oh, and I read this article dw9lives chan sent me. Very… interesting if I might say, kinda reminds me of my… situation… ._.

Ja, I guess this is all i can write for now? Long blog post, I know. Gomen, minasan, I know lately I know my posts haven’t been so… ‘JE’… but lately with what’s happening right now, I think I’m just going to write my daily happenings to release the tension.. you know… lol.